a To dare, to dream, to win: October 2006




Monday, October 30, 2006

Together forever and ever

hmm think a rather long time since i last blogged.
been a busy last weekend.. been out on fri, sat n sun, practically the whole 3 days.... seriously the 1st time on a weekend i did practically nth.. but nonetheless it's enjoyable, funny though squeezy..haha...
yday the PAYM concert rocks, rite from the start. with 蔡丽莲's nice old songs, to 龚诗嘉 and finally to SHE. even 崇庆 sang..haha but i suppose it's the SHE last 2 songs of 不想长大 and Super star which brought ppl to the highest level. really enjoyable concert.. =)
but my waist is still aching. when will actions be taken?

posted by yuan @ 8:59 PM  

Thursday, October 26, 2006

blog..

blog bored. i m bored. no mood to do anything. sorry if i sound low moarale. but i m just sian!!! this shd not be e case. need to change

posted by yuan @ 12:01 AM  

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

i m tasked to blog..

hoho.. and i shall do it.. cos i m watching tv now! lol .. panic room.. nice show..

anyway today at 3+ wanted to slp, then see 2 missed call, call back and realise it's from HIM music.. won 2 tickets for the SHE 同乐会 next sun ..hoho. ya . so have to go all e way now to marine parade, their company there to collect the ticket.. freaking far but i supposed it's worth it.. hehe..

bz next week.. fri sun both occupied .. with SHE.. oops

posted by yuan @ 12:08 AM  

Saturday, October 21, 2006

3-3! scored 2 n assist 1!

yeah we played against TPSD today and the score is 3-3...sounds happy ah? well trying to.. not if you suffer from 2 bouts of vomitting after that and a super headache + diahhrea somemore...
was seriously glad i made it home unscathed. actually was almost ok when i reached home. the vomitting n diahhrea was; once at tampines mall, another time at yishun mrt station. seriously, if i didnt have the wisdom to get down the 969 when it was at yishun, i will most prob have vomitted in the bus. ya cos i can just take e bus home, was undecided to alight or not, but just a moment of brilliance make me go down.. and i was glad i did, and i safely made it to the toilet.. but ended up spending $6.50 on the taxi from yishun to my house. well my legs were already cramping then. and ya i m sick
wat actually happened? a reflection of the event told me most prob is heat exhaustion; ya the sun was ok not that hot, but hot enuff for me i suppose. after my water bottle supply was up, i got no source of water. in the 1st half, i was already overexhausted but there was no rest and we played quite long, think 2 long full hrs...hence as a ex-medic, cramps, nausea, vomitting are all signs of heat exhaustion. well as for the diahhrea, think cos i downed 1 ice milo n 1 coke when i go to the coffee shop. was just too thirsty.. and my stomach obviously didnt like them
anyway after i vomitted the 1st time i went to buy hot tea at mac, mistake.. cos tea not gd for my stomach. but after the 2nd vomit, in which i vomitted out all the mee that i eat for lunch, ok i finish it also. i knew that the end... actually to be gross a bit, e 1st time i vomit, it's all dark brown stuff, think cos of the iced milo. but i can feel the mee in the vomitus...
anyway i believe i will get well by today.. once again, cos of this suffering i come to realise the importance of health, which i m very guilty of.. i better take gd care of myself. esp my back/waist. shdnt have gone played soccer despite that, though i feel that cos i always say i wan to go but nv go, this time got chance shd go... hmmm. reflections

posted by yuan @ 6:39 PM  

blog blog..

hehe . bz next 2 days. soccer tmr followed by 1st visit to vivo city. sun morning duty followed by meeting..

watched the clip. really funny

posted by yuan @ 1:33 AM  

Thursday, October 19, 2006

more!!

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someone request me to blog more!! rite?

posted by yuan @ 3:27 AM  

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

scary...

it seem that even when u're truly gd and fighting for a noble cause, ppl will view u as having a hidden agenda, thinking that u are doing things just to benefit urself. but i suppose, seriously, if ppl wan to bring u down, there are many things they can say, even turning truths to lies...
hopefully, 1 day, all that will change

posted by yuan @ 10:06 AM  

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

the interview...

ya managed to listen to the inteview. i think it was power.

finally dr carter speak up to let everyone know of someone who, in his own words, "is worthy of nobel peace prize, a living role model for everyone" .. i believe there ought to be many ppl who dunno but shd know of this great man.. however, from the 2 hosts' tone, i sense doubts in the dialogue part.


recently affected by small things, in need of a change.. a change in the world begins with urself. you are the world. i m the world.



"最近不说话　怎么了　为什么是不是有什么事让不快乐 听说最近很孤单　有点乱　有点慌"

posted by yuan @ 2:15 PM  

an nice talk....

ya. as i put in my msn nick i was very bored and like nth to do. ok that was yday. well yday jason called me to confirm my attendance for the Dr Lawrence Carter talk today. well since i m so free, might as well go.. ya it's a bit far, total 2 hrs in transport time.. but i think it's worth the talk.
it's not easy, to hear from a christian, who has all the praise for sensei, whom himself say is a disciple of sensei. And all the praises is not for nth. Ya, as Dr Carter himself say, it's really a special thing to have a Christian give a talk to a room of Nichiren's disciples..
think the part of dialogue which left the deepest impression is the final question, on his encounter with sensei and through his description, can really feel for the thing. and the final part of the dialogue on, "I want all of you to be successors of sensei" really struck me.
anyway he will be featured on "PrimeTime Morning" tmr at 850.. will i have the chance to view that part? hmmm... think he will be talking on the GKI exhibition, and maybe on sensei himself? hm

posted by yuan @ 12:29 AM  

Sunday, October 15, 2006

live to it...

"Real optimism should not be confused with a carefree outlook on life, one in which we forfeit responsibility for our lives. The person undefeated by misfortune, poverty, insult and vilification. The person who can bounce back from every adversity and say, "What? That was nothing!" The person who marches on toward hope through sheer force of will. That person is a true optimist. " -- Daisaku Ikeda
i must admit, that this week is not a gd week for me, but i suppose i m all to blame for all that have happened. The only way out i suppose is to break out of this cycle. and only i myself can do it

posted by yuan @ 3:16 AM  

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

lousy day...

viva today sucks. seriously i lost my willpower and i lost the knowledge to talk..

seriously nth to do, someone who see this. can pls suggest sth for me to do??

posted by yuan @ 9:03 PM  

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

the path ahead is not going to be smooth..

but i will walk the way...
need to be more focus, can't let silly mistakes and obstacles get in my way..
my mum taught be an important lesson yday, on human respect, i believe i will keep it close to my heart
"Life may be more akin to a series of meets than a single marathon. You can lose a race here or there, as long as you win in one contest, in one area. All the struggles you endured will become a prized investment in your own person." -- Daisaku Ikeda

posted by yuan @ 1:05 AM  

Sunday, October 08, 2006

oh ya forget to put quote..

"It is not up to others; it all comes down to us. Our inner resolve and oour actions have an influence more powerful than a book of a million words. Through taking action we will also feel a sense of purpose and savour joy and good fortune" -- Daisaku Ikeda

posted by yuan @ 12:52 AM  

happy day! hehe

yup, went for SD nationwide meeting in the afternoon. as usual, meetings are so enjoyable
then met someone at west mall, for dinner treat at swensen.. e baked rice is so nice, but the ice cream too much, next time 2 share 1 can already.. then watched me, you and dupree. think it's a not bad show, the ending part is touching hehe..
thank u so much for the bday gift.. like it very much =)
oh ya, cannot forget the many ppl who wished me happy bday yday n today! starting with sp who wished me happy bday on her msn nick, even b4 i was online, then shihong, all e way from US, yaoliang, xiaomei, songkun (and the list goes on) and today went for meeting, jason, guangming, ruixiang, peiqi, jiahao all wished me happy bday.. dunno who told them yday..hehe. really thank u to all of u!

posted by yuan @ 12:43 AM  

Saturday, October 07, 2006

moonlight sonata...

on a lighter note, i enjoy e nite at SYC
it was really fun.. making mooncakes, and eatting it after that ( well it taste nice!) and it's so fun n we had much laughter, and also carrying lanterns.. a long time since i last played with lanterns and sparklers. think we behaved and feel like a bunch of kids.. haha
and of cos the sing-along session and thinking of so much mooncakes, ya there are so many, that we didn't finish..
really enjoyable, the time schedule is really gd...and so many new frends came. too bad i dun have the chance to bring one. should have asked..
hope we can one next year! and hopefully i will have the time to attend.

posted by yuan @ 4:34 AM  

flip FLOP.. =(

wat a time to post such a post. .the haze describe my day.

BUT

i swear i will fight back.

3rd time i post this..an meaningful email still in my inbox

"Each day is a treasure. NO! Each moment is an irreplaceable treasure!

Now, if there is 1 hour, I can encourage many of my dear friends or write down speeches to encourage others.

If there are 30 min available, i can conduct very meaningful dialogues.

If there are just 5 min, I can write and give calligraphy to comrades who are fighting vigorously.

If there is 1 min left, I can convey a message to a comrade who is struggling.

And if there is just 1 second, I can encourage another person using eye contact.

Therefore, I have made up my mind to live each and everyday meaningfully.

Live this moment thoroughly and win no matter what!!" -- Daisaku Ikeda

posted by yuan @ 1:42 AM  

Thursday, October 05, 2006

hai

it always happen. maybe i really shd have taken jason's advice yday...

really, it's down to just state at the moment when all preparations are done. sth which i haven't attain yet. but. i suppose i must never give up.

posted by yuan @ 10:18 PM  

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

feeling very disorientated..

and that is not the feeling u wan b4 3 tests.. dunno wat got into me towards the end of the midterm break and it is this feeling that linger on .... aren't i supposed to be motivated? yet it seem like i go back to the past...but thankfully, in a big way really THANKFULLY, my game is freaking spoilt, play till spoilt till when i start, the whole com hang. dun dare to try it again
no mood to study at all, yet feel overwhelmed by wat types of qn may come out .. there are definitely somethings that i need to address but haven't done so..sooooo so when i m going to get it done?! 没时间了。。。1 more day. i need to get back the drive...
sometimes, i wonder over the time i spent over some things. is it worth it? but i suppose i did learn from within
Ultimately, our battle is with ourselves.

posted by yuan @ 2:18 AM  

Monday, October 02, 2006

there can be only one outcome.

that is victory..

a most lost day. seriously i feel i have gone back to the past, of wat happen 2 years ago. a bad past. i dun wan history to repeat itself. but at least something did spark a slight improvement. slight is the word. great is wat i want. hear up for it

"One of my favorite Argentine poets, the great educator Almafuerte (1854-1917) wrote: "To the weak, difficulty is a closed door. To the strong, however, it is a door waiting to be opened." Difficulties impede the progress of those who are weak. For the strong, however, they are an opportunity to open wide the doors to a bright future. Everything is determined by our attitude, by our resolve. Our heart is what matters most." -- Daisaku Ikeda

posted by yuan @ 2:52 AM  

Sunday, October 01, 2006

hmm

why m i blogging now in early morning?
cos i slack too much last nite..oh well
aren't very efficient these 2 days. it always happen. why i SEEM to have time i will slow things down. ok i m a bit lost too
anyway when for the student peace lecture on "Education: The Singapore Perspective." yday by prof cham tao soon, ex ntu president, and i think current unisim president.. not a bad talk, and i learnt sth from it. but think the whole thing is a bit too short.
there's sth strange with my fingers. dunno y.
ok time to breakfast

posted by yuan @ 9:48 AM